Saturday, October 1, 2011

Can I get a minute to breath?

What's good everyone? I've been behind the scenes all year in a lot of prayer, and even fasting. I've also been preaching a lot this year, more than I've been performing. God has me on a whole new level this entire year. I'm NOT quitting music! I've accepted the charge of waking in the fullness of my ministerial calling as the Youth Pastor in my home church. And working side by side with my Bishop, as I'm building my record label brand. Plus I'm now a married man! After all that I've been through, I still have my Joy! God has blessed to find a true woman of God to take as my wife. And I'm not the same!

While studying and praying, I've taking myself out of the music industry circle, and began to weed out the real from the fake in this industry. After being fraudulently scammed by the label "Serum Music" (ran by Rhan Ferdinand aka Rhan Blaze), I truly had to separate myself from all the nonsense for my own sanity. They don't have distribution with Fontana/Universal, as their so-called claimed contracts, and all they are about is getting people's money to make their living. They don't care about the artists that they use and rip off. AND I DON'T CARE IF SOMEBODY GO TO THEM, AND TELL THEM THAT I'M PUTTING THEM ON BLAST! I GOT ALL THE EVIDENCE AGAINST THEM, PLUS THE BREACHED CONTRACT, BANK STATEMENTS, EMAILS, TEXT MESSAGES, AND PICTURES WITH RHAN SIGNING THE CONTRACT AT MY CHURCH THAT NIGHT. SO RUN AND TELL THAT! THIS GUY JACKED ME OF 6 GRAND TO PAY HIS MORTGAGE, CHEAT ON HIS WIFE WITH MISTRESSES TAKING THEM ON EXPENSIVE TRIPS, ETC. AND HE EVEN PUT OUT A FALSE ACCUSATION ABOUT ME. I had to pray and let all go before God. And God is going to avenge me of this ordeal. Whatsoever a man sow, that shall he also reap.

With that being said, I've been experienced a lot of frauds in the industry. Phony people who've made themselves to be something that they weren't; claiming that they know people, like Russell Simmons, Diddy, or even Kevin Liles, and none of them know them personally that they can call them and make something happen. And I've even been to major labels and met with A&Rs that made promises and never followed up.

So I had to separate myself from all the corruption. And start brand new and fresh. I no longer deal with those fraudulent individuals anymore, and I had to pray for God to send me real and true people to work by my side in this industry. It's even gotten deeper to the point of not ministering in certain churches, and/or Gospel musicals. I can't stand fake and phony Christians, who have a form of godliness, but deny the power there of. Those be the same ones who love to judge and criticize from the pulpit leading praise and worship. And they haven't even been in presence of God behind their own closed doors. And not to be funny, or anything, but if you call yourself "The Ambassador Of Praise & Worship", you should already be anointed to lead folks into the glory, that you yourself wouldn't have to threaten, or put off on people cause they are not in the "Spirit" of worship. THAT IS A JEZEBEL SPIRIT! Get yourself right first, and other will follow. Folks claiming to be spiritual and walking with the mind of Christ, but they're Ego tripping and operating in their flesh.

The days of BRAGGING RIGHTS in the body of Christ is OVER! You're either real, or you're not. And I refused to operate around folks who walk in the place of mediocrity. God didn't call me to be a local wonder. And this is no offense to anybody.

I'm far from perfect. I have some issues, as we all do; but it's all because of God that I'm not what I used to be. And because God has chosen me for His purpose and plan. I've been looked down all of my life. I've been hated on, talked about, mistreated, and even let down. I've been put down by both the world and the church. I've always been the Champion of The Underdogs. I'm just Blessed, Highly Favored, and Anointed! And there isn't anything, nor nothing that anybody can do about it! I am Q The Prophet! And you can either love me, or hate me. And I don't care about titles, positions, status, or your mere carnal accomplishments; I DEMAND RESPECT! I've always been the humble person that folks love to take my kindness for weakness. Just because I haven't been Bobby Jones Gospel, or graced the Stellar Awards, that doesn't take away from artistry, or my ministry. And just because I haven't been on Hot 97, BET's 106 & Park yet, doesn't mean that I'm not talented. Those things don't make me at the end of the day. All I care about is living to please God, and winning souls into His Kingdom, bottom line!

I had to get this off my chest, and clear my consciousness. Please pray for me cause I'm on the frontline for the Kingdom. And I don't have time for folks nonsense. I don't need man's approval to be accepted. God has called me, and my Bishop has validated my election.

[In my Chris Brown Voice] I'M DONE!